DNR - gone on a walkabout

Post by **DNR** » 05 Jun 2009, 09:17

My crime lab professor died last night.

I am embarassed to say, but that man was better than my dad. He was one of the few people in life that saw my genius and brought me to a higher level of thinking and learning.

A lot of things are happening this week, today Friday will be the day I find out what will be the results.

A walkabout is a time to reflect, not to talk it out, not to seek other people, not to think of an answer. It is a time for No-mind, to give it all up. The walkabout is my religious experience, its where I just keep walking until He speaks to me. Today, I begin my long walk.

My friends, I shall return.

DNR

* moved out of hacking thread by Floodhound

Post by **computathug** » 05 Jun 2009, 09:49

I agree. sometimes its the only thing to do. My walkabouts can last a few months, the longest i disappeared for on my own was 12 months. The only contact i had with people was in the canteen at lunch times.

You never know whats round the corner and when you feel rock bottom you know you can go no further. After that you realize you can only go up.These things are sent to try us and test us.

Today i feel much better. I have got the internet again now and had a top night with a hot babe last night and i see the sun shining through once again.

Sorry to hear about your dear friend. Remember he is in a higher place and maybe able to give you more strength than before.

Its a funny old world.

Take care my friend and hope today brings good news

Post by **ph0bYx** » 05 Jun 2009, 11:26

Good luck man. Hope you'll find your answers and return stronger than ever

Post by **floodhound2** » 05 Jun 2009, 13:19

I am at a loos for words, however I am sorry to hear the bad news.

As I close this post - I remember back and recall that some of us have been through a lot. History continues to build.

~ Peace my friend ~

Kirk · Post by **Kirk** » 05 Jun 2009, 20:47

Sorry for your loss, DNR. I'm sure what you're looking for is out there, I hope you find it.

blast · Post by **blast** » 06 Jun 2009, 12:27

DNR, I'm sorry for your loss. It's kinda weird that i can sympathize but in this very moment I do. Maybe the way you said that...good luck

Post by **pseudo_opcode** » 07 Jun 2009, 09:28

I am sorry for your huge loss.

Post by **lilrofl** » 08 Jun 2009, 02:50

I hope you find what you're looking for, take care!

Post by **bad_brain** » 08 Jun 2009, 03:55

sorry to hear that my friend, I hope you'll be back soon....

Pong18 · Post by **Pong18** » 08 Jun 2009, 08:51

my most sincerest condolences to you DnR... i know you'll be back stronger than ever.

Post by **Lundis** » 08 Jun 2009, 11:13

It'll feel strange without your insightful posts around, but we'll manage somehow, until you return.

Good luck.

DrVirus · Post by **DrVirus** » 09 Jun 2009, 07:39

Will be waiting for you to be back mate.

Post by **DNR** » 09 Jun 2009, 11:08

I am still continuing my walkabout. As I keep walking, riding my mtn bike, drive, I shed everything. You let all the noise, all the commercials, all the talk in your head die out. All that you will be left with is yourself.

As I come back 'online', I carefully restore only what is important, you take care of your needs first.

Suck-o is one of the needs, it provides a purpose in my life. It is more than just keeping up on skillz, or making friends, it was something that I feel is a part of my identity.

DNR

Pong18 · Post by **Pong18** » 12 Jun 2009, 01:36

nice to have ya back dnr!

Kirk · Post by **Kirk** » 12 Jun 2009, 03:00

I'm glad to have you back, DNR. As I told you before, I would really like to hear a little about your friend that past.